Still Waiting

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

my mood now is confused, suffocated. i don't know if you guys understand.

just got reminded of the 10 promises to my dog movie. the dog died in the end. i mean all living things will have a death date, don't they?

and now i'm listening to "hurt" again.

why must all humans regret and cherish only after they've lost?

why do we want to turn back time every single time we make a mistake?

how can we lose our temper so easily towards our loved ones?

suddenly i feel so lonely. it feels like everyone i loved is going away. i wished i've taken life more seriously and that i'm able to give enough love to every single person i know.

i'm still upset over the dog. i want to keep a dog in future. a golden retriever, just like what mr leong has.

even though in 12 -14 years' time my dog will leave me and i'll feel like i've lost everything once again, its far better than having nothing and then having nothing to lose after 12-14 years' time.

i want a golden retriever. i want to keep a pair so they can keep each other company. at least i wouldn't become their whole world. ='(

-when are you coming back? ;